there are many flower beds
waiting to be nourished
let me focus on manuring them
i cannot succeed all the time
failing in some cases proves
genuinity of pursuit
i am happy
it is revealing so eloquently
truth is that one can not admit distractions
and the failed missions
blaming me will not help
i am moving on now
i admit
i cannot be deluding myself
any more
that a good turn will sooner
or later
reverberate
may be resonance is rusted now